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Monday, March 02, 2009


you know, now, i think that twilight is certainly not exxagerating in certain part of the scenes which seems rather ridiculous.
the part where bella couldnt sleep at night, and that her heart feels like its being gouged and twisted and so on that were being described in the book.
except that i am not suffering from any heartache of lost love, but, for those who know, you know.

felt, or rather feels so disgusted with my ownself.
perhaps this could be karma.

maybe its not much complacency, but its the price of self denial and ignorance.
what a price to pay.

feel so so so tired of just feeling, anything and nothing at all.

for one moment too, i am losing faith.
lenten passages this few weeks have been making sense?
perhaps this will be my sacrifice.
a risk, a gamble.

haiz